kinda +1 but i was reminded of something. people usually don't say anything when they're dropping a psl with me, but the one time someone did after i didn't tag for a couple days, and this was very early into our threading, they deleted their journal also. it was probably styles clash, but i wondered why they bothered and wished they'd just dropped it quietly

that was just me though. it felt weird and personal

this was probably me. i agree i was weird and probably seemed intensely crazy, which tbh i felt crazy inside so probably not an unfair assessment. i was dealing with a lot irl at the time. witnessed a pretty gruesome death, had everyone asking me about it and wanting me to recount the details over and over until they told me to stop cause they couldn't handle even hearing about it. then had family members gaslight me and downplay my trauma for theirs (they weren't there). i think anyone i played with at the time would've seen me crack, it just happened to be that person. i felt bad even months later and reached out to apologize. they were nice about it, which i appreciated.

i ended up running into them again and they gave me a second chance, but i had more emergencies arise, one of which was another death. last contact i had with that person was telling them i had stuff going on or was busy before i disappeared. i figured at the time it was best for me to take time for myself so i didn't take my stress out on anyone, and when i finally felt like a person again i figured too much time had passed and they moved on.

as for deleting, iirc i thought my tags were shit, there wasn't a deeper reason.